Showing up was today's theme. It was the last of three that I'd been doing on cork trivets that had been one of my very first purchases from Ikea. The set of three sat on top of the fridge for a couple of years before I decided to bring them to my work area. Then they sat there for a few more months where I ignored them the way I ignored the junk mail that I swore I would use for collages. That's how one becomes a pack rat. It's seeing possibilities in junk and then saving them for a project that might never see the light of day that have the people you live with wondering if one day they'll have to dig you out of stuff that should have been in the dumpster many Wednesdays ago. Wednesday is when the garbage truck comes in.
I'm not too sure when it was that the trivets made their way to my work table. I just know that when I was telling my husband that I'd have to get a new sketchbook because there were two pages left for Inktober entries, I found myself staring at the trivets.
What do draw? There are days when I already have an image in mind even before I pick up a pen. There are days when I sit there blankly staring at nothing wondering how the other Inktober participants can come up with such beautiful entries.
The day before, I clicked on an Oprah newsletter item because I felt I needed some encouragement. I'm one of those artists who's highly suspicious of his or her own abilities. It must be because I'm at a mid-life stage where most of my peers are highly accomplished and about to retire whereas I'm still trying to start over. Anyway, there was an image that stayed with me in that newsletter. It was the picture of a mug with the words Why Not You. Those are the words that made it on the first trivet.
The next day, I knew what I wanted to put on the second trivet. I'd read them over and over again on so many blogs and articles and books. Show Up made sense to me and the words struck a chord. It was like the Aha! moment for me. To get myself out there, I first had to show up.
You might think it's the easiest thing in the world to do but it's actually not--at least for me. I don't want to get into the details of that one. Let's just say I'm working on it.
Then today I read another newsletter, this time from Uncommon Goods. I clicked on the tour to find out more about a couple of artists from the UK who were putting their art on tea towels which I find myself obsessing over lately. I like tea towels. One of them, Lahla Smart of The Food Guide mentioned the Disney quote: The way to get started is to quit talking and begin doing.
The thing about that quote is it's the same quote on a Kim Klassen image that I started using as my computer wallpaper just last week. I don't believe in coincidence.
So now I have three trivets with messages that for the most part, must be meant for me. Inktober (and Instagram) forced me to draw every single day and to be accountable. I even made up for missed days whenever possible, kind of like when I miss a day on a Novena.
There are four days left of Inktober. I'm probably going to miss it and at the same time feel some kind of relief that it's over. I'm working on illustrations for a friend who's starting a business and I'd like to get started on a project that I've had brewing for a while now. It's time to show up for that one and I've got that pegged for November. Wish me luck and send me good thoughts!
And to those who have taken the time to "like" my Instagram entries, a huge THANK YOU! Those likes helped to keep me at it!